Fluids of Change

It feels like it was since forever that I was stubling around a lot of constant changes happening throughout my life. And I'm still not sure if this happens to everyone around me, but my life has always been coloured by constant changing situations, another directions of the circumistances and so on. I percieved these happenings somewhat reserved, and often taking them in negative conotation in the style of "Why the hell did this had to happen to me?" or "Why these things just keep happening to me?". It took me a while to go through what was going on and take the time to really reflect on this, and maybe it's just a life-experience that led me to the answer or the road my life experience is going on, but for me, I realized the answer. At least for me.

Not so long ago, I percieved these changes without much enthusiasm, or even with disaproval if something that I really loved and encouraged was changed in any manner, which is completely normal. And actually this is the first and basic mistake! The mistake from which all the other repercussions are due to occur. This is because a change has happened, it's already done, but you dissaprove this and do not accept it. Often we strive to put thing back to "normal"..... our perception of "normal"..... and in the HUGE majority of situation this cannot be, it simply does not happen. Because it was not ment to be. Because a single change already happened. Because most of the time people are foolish enough to think in the past and try to make future out of the past. Because we know to hate this changes, percieve them as some negative consiquence and then feel bad because of it. Because we are eductated to keep on the safe side. Because we are too scared to open a window and look out of our comfort zone. Because we don't want to be prepared for change!

Now an opposite look, a view from the other side. There is one ancient proverb that says "Every evil is for something good". It might not be evil at all, it might be a moment of change viewed through a wrong perception. I learned to embrace the changes constantly happening to me. I understood that without them, one's life can become a ring of dullness. A grey routine of equal happenings circling in a closed circle of no escape. And do I want my life to be like that?
Every change bring something new, something first and something unique. Isn't this inspiring? This is having the share opportunity to experience new things and keep growing as individual. It gives you the opportunity to gain and give more. Even if it's unexpected. Learn to love it, learn to live it! You can be sure that any change that closes one door, most certainly will open another, maybe with a better world behind it, maybe not, but in any case it will be new and exciting. Oppening new possibilities, new perceptions, being constantly challenged...... all of this for me is BEING ALLIVE! Maybe the experience in AIESEC has turned me into a person that loves to be challenged, maybe the people that haven't walked through this percieve it as destabilization of their everyday routine in live that shatters their comfort zone, but if you just try to embrace it, just once, maybe you will be able to feel what I am felling now, and to understand this points of view that I'm presenting here. After all, life is a miracle and can anything that is part of this be any different?

Welcome to the Fluids of Change,
Have a nice swim!